Pain

Some may describe PAIN as a physical, bodily experience, However I disagree.


True PAIN is not merely a physical experience but a collaboration of the souls reaction to great loss.
Be it loss of a limb or loss of a deep love.
Loss of a friend or loss of one's self
PAIN is felt deep within ones soul.
Within a place deep in the soul we may not have known existed until TRUE PAIN is felt.
Uncontrollable anguish & rush of emotion confirm we have found it's existence & concrete it in our hearts.
It shakes us so deep within we may even die once it has passed.
True PAIN changes us FOREVER!
Life's lessons, experiences & wonderment are forever changed once PAIN sets in.
PAIN's grasp is tight
Stead fast & overwhelming.
Challenging & unforgettable.


How we deal with PAIN is who we become after the trauma of PAIN has subsided.
To deny it's everlasting effect is incomprehensible.
Tears are merely the souls way of shedding PAIN.
Fear sets in once PAIN is less prevalent.
Anger follows close behind in the underlying shadows.
Empathy for anther's PAIN is the only true redemption of the soul & recovery.


Once one has TRULY felt PAIN they wish it on no one. Not even the worst of enemies.
To have felt PAIN is to have lost something irreplaceable!

Me

The girl who's becoming the woman.
Each moment
memory
experience
failure
love & achievement
Mold me into the one I'm destine to become.
Strife
tears of both joy & heartbreak
Are only pieces to my many parts.
The girl who finds herself, selfless.
daughter
Sister
Wife
Mother
Are merely titles to be held.
The glue of the immediate.
Life partner
Friend
Cheerleader
Critic
I push to achieve greatness.
Love
Honor
Respect
I chose to experience life with each of the titles at my side.
Leader of Men
Men to grow to greatness

Have I lost myself trying to pull each of you through the fire of life to reach the other side of greatness?
I give myself fully & unconditionally to better us as a whole.
I put myself last to watch each of you achieve greatness.
I take every stride to give the best life possible to make you proud.
I carry the burdens of this family on my back.
I know every ones
Demands
Battles
Sorrows
And try to ease every pain.
I fix & find our way at whatever cost.
I go without thanks or rationalizations.
Yet I feel
Disposable
Replaceable &
Insignificant
I give all & receive little.
I am selfless among selfish!